Mommy's First Week of Work

My Little Lina<3,

How are you doing today? I know that you must be enjoying Mommy's day off.  We have two entire days to spend with each other and it is going to be All About Lina<3.  Lots of hugs and kisses, laughing and smiling, playing and reading; just a  lot of fun time.

Okay, we got through the first week of work.  It was so hard to be away from you.  I know that you hate to see Mommy leave you in the mornings.  For three days, you stay with PorPor, and you two are getting into a schedule, which is good because you are eating a little better, and sleeping a little better.  You enjoyed going out to the park, supermarket with PorPor.  You love to spend time with PorPor.  PorPor is teaching you to use the potty more often. Every time I dropped you off at PorPor's house, you cried a  lot, and it breaks my heart.   For two days, you are spending the day with Daddy.  The two days are easier because we are not rushing in the morning and it is more relax.  You take a ride with us, to drop Mommy off at work.  You did not cry at all, gave me a kiss, and that was that.  It still breaks my heart to see you and Daddy drive off.  I want to be my two babies (Daddy and you).  You had a lot of fun with Daddy.  At the end of each work day, I come to you, and you give me the biggest hug and kiss, it completes my whole day!  When we get home, the only person you want to play with me (and you are also very clingy), which I love (even though I can be tired).

I feel so lost with you during the day.  Although I do call often, and sometimes you "talk" (baby talk) to me, it just does not seem like it is enough.  I love to look at  your pictures, and reminds me how much I miss you.  I feel like I am missing out on you playing in the park, and interacting with other children (or chasing boys in the park or trying to touch other children, lol - Daddy said).  Ahhh, my little Lina<3, it will get better for the both of us.

I love you so much.